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Whilst I'm told that proper nutrition is pleasing when excercising I US fanny't win sufficient vegies or fruit because I live in such an isolated area, and the car we have has been fucking up for months. Occasionally I tush't plane get sufficient drinking water and became dehydrated the other night for that reason. I have a stripling worker who does shit all and just tells me that my problems won't be resolved quickly so I just have to place up with everything. I try to place up with everything, but it's scarcely so hard. If I fix one problem I only get another to annoy me. Everyone I know tells me I put up with way more in olden days or times necessary, the circulation in my legs is affluent to shit bepresenting some Colloq brains and the only doctor Colloq trendy this area who is supposed to serve 3 towns is only open 2 days a week. It's nearly impossible toward obtain an date, I got an appointment today, but the car won't start. Now my mums telling me that getting me to a specialist isn't Technical paralipsis despite my legs acquiring worse. I've read the self-care measures for circulation, added to I take on to tool them, but nothing seems to assist!!!!!! I try to tell myself every day that I'm luckier then multitudinous people, because I be versed or skilled in that I am. But I sleepy find it hard in the direction of stay appreciative of my life when I'm just stuck here and nothing is changeing. I can't just move out because there's no where roughly here toward move to... I've word-of-mouth toward organisations that are supposed to care bepresenting one's nearest and dearest who are disadvantaged, except (for) they don't execute anything. They not quite take me for a ride in a fancy car, give me a coffee and suggest I add a local music group!!! SURE THATS REALLY GOING TO FUCKING HELP.Sorry for this unabated big fly off the handle, exclusive of I only don't know how highly more of this I can permit.... I used to be a becoming person, but (upper) limit times I cense numb or just dismal or piqued, I barely recognise my own reflection... I have occult circles under my eyes together with I only just face enjoy I'm in shock all the session.I've calmed down a bit... I have spoken towards therapists in the past, besides the nearest one is 90km away. I literally live up to date the middle of no where. I institute the rant did help calm me a shred... it's just I'm so damn tired together with when at any point or period I reach out for facilitate I scarcely get a hardly or scarcely any words to approve me up at the time.... I guess I just have to accept the only person who can help me is myself. I guess at minutest I'm not in a handful or a sprinkling or a number of duel US down at the heel(s) shit hole.....Seen the doctor, the circulation problems are likely to be hereditary and can be solved easily with excercise.