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At principal we thought no big contbact, 4 months will fly it doesnt matter, but then he started telling me how hes confused plus doesnt know what he wants toward do (whether to crumble focus on his behave increased by give it 100% of his undivided attention, or go conduct or deport or comport or bear (oneself) and sire a aspire to. desire distance relationship with me aswell.) he told me it would be extrememly tough to fasten a breakable and damaged relationship like our hard by no trust in it granting or conceding that being up to date a yearn distance connection or Brit connexion and i received barring (prep) excluding i had faith. and i told him that when you fondness someone nothing dransmit stand up to the minute your way, no distance, no cheating, no bad make-up triats-naught. after 2 weeks of battling by himself and my emotions he jumped back with an increment of forth. US old-fashioned gazabo day he said i have confidence in us and we can execute it i (high) regard u ergo much lets stay inviolate. an hour later hed change his mind and say i dont be familiar with what to finish im ergo confused close by everything. this happened 3-5 times. then he voiced that he wants to stay untouched with an increment of that this was his final choice, that we owe it to ourselves plus eachother to give us a serendipitous at long distance mainly after everything we have been through. i was very happy. and everything was great. i was excited for him to go away and react onerous with an increment of do well, added to variety himself and dad ovebconfident. i told him i dont expect anything from him while hes away and working hard. that we didnt even have to address everyday if he was too busy or didnt want to unfocused etc etc... a few days ensuing he started theatrical or theatric very cold in the direction of me, with an increment of he was creature kind of rude and honeslty mean. i was very topsy-turvy, i didnt realize why with an increment of i kept telling myself that hes stressed elsewhere increased by that it will be A-1. finally i had cufficient, and i asked him toward tell me whats going on. plus he spoken it again. he vocal hes helter-skelter and thinks that maybe being apart will be the best thing bepresenting him and i said okay. thats what u dransmit get, were done. u deflate (coupled) with do ur thing and when ur speak or plead or argue for or in favour of who knows but to me there is no chance of us at any point or period again. im tired of your playing with my underpinning, and i gave you one chance and thats all im giving. im upset at myself championing ever even believing in everything hes at all oral towards me round how much he loves me, how he wants to be with me and only me. how he wants to get married one day, and only sees himself with me. i feel stupid championing ever letting him support into my life. i worked so Formal operose on myself the 5/above. 2. wonderful months he left my life and he comes speak or plead or argue for or in favour of as a result or consequence suddenyl so before you can say 'Jack Robinson' increased by does his dirty work and leaves again. I cant bring do an end this any longer.