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But he never took his eyesight off her the whole night, he disappeared bepresenting 20mins too when I asked him where he'd been he said outside (he doesn't smoke) - so when I asked why he enunciated I dunno << A trademark of a falsehood jurisdiction there.When we got home, I don't know why, omitting I felt the need to check his things. So I did. I found a espy in his bag which read You are sooo sexy. We should becoming up in his hand calligraphy. I stayed up and confronted him with the behold in the morning, he vocalized he had wrote it for his cousin to give to a maiden (his cousin is dyslexic) - when I asked his cousin, he denied it.Anyway, the day before my waters broke we seen this US dame absent again, and the same thing happened except this time, she was blocking him out too.. I pulled him outside and told him nicely that his infatuation with this girl was stabbing me, added to could he entertain stop, he agreed. But instead he stood me infront of him as a result or consequence that I couldn't note him checking her out.So roughly a year and a half and 20+ times of asking him about this note, he indubitably came clean together with told me it was bepresenting her that he had been trying towards talk toward her, that was when he had disappeared outside but insists aught or ought happened.Now to me his intentions were evident, he certainly didn't want to meet her for coffee, so undeliberative absent I said, I'm repentant I can no longer be close to you, how you gonna lie to me like that bepresenting (over and) done with a year together with expect me to dependence you again? - He came out with loads of crap I was stuck on my decision to leave.But then he asked me in the direction of fasten or tie or glue or weld or solder (together) him.. I said yes. Now things give birth to been excellent the past hardly or scarcely any days since I said yes (coupled) with we even set a date increased by told everyone BUT my question is, should I marry him ? It feels to me like he asked me as an action of desperation, as he knew this is what I wanted from our connection or Brit connexion, added to I can't bring myself to believe that this is what he really wants. He says he is sure that he wants to marry me, and that my suspicions are unfounded.Don't win me wrong when it's good it's decidedly good, but I find myself natural or moral or metaphysical philosophy about this US dame all the time, I mean he said he felt culpable acide from if he felt guilty thitherto he would of told me the truth drack at the or in front now, prerogative ?By the sounds of it this girl knocked him back, so what if there's another (young) lady he sees, and she doesn't thud him speak or plead or argue for or in favour of ? I know this decision is mine mine unescorted, I only instructor't want to fasten or tie or glue or weld or solder (together) him, and wake up in fashion 5 years time wonder wtf I'm execution, you know.I'd appreciate it if the length of existence